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jicazekushi
15 September 2009 @ 08:37 pm

1. Who's your favorite big bang member?
The one and only Dong Young Bae ♥

2. All-time favorite song of big bang?
Hard to choose since I always have a favourite everytime something comes out. Stand outs for me are Haru Haru acoustic, Make Love (English), Always (Korean), Top of the World, Stay .

3. What's your ideal date with your favorite big bang member?
Ohh, day at the amusement park being silly, having fun being all lovey-dovey haha, and then finishing it off with dinner (made by yb :P) with movies on the couch in front of the tv - the date will take up a good 20 hours haha

4. If you see big bang, what are you gonna do? how are you gonna react?
I've envisioned this many many times. My impression is that - I would blink a few times, then my eyes would water, my mouth will hang wide, I will squeak, my heart will race, I will then maybe start hyperventilating, run over them as fast as I can with camera, speak whatever Korean I know, then switch to Japanese - directed to youngbae, see my bias? and then English. Ask for photos, ask for hugs, tell them they are my world and inspiration and wish them all the best ! - All the while I will be going 'omfg' repeatedly in my head. Yes, I've thought about an encounter with them extensively. I live for that day hahaha

5. What's the best thing about big bang?
Aside from their music, fashion and charm, they aren't afraid to show who they are and who they want to be, and they aren't carbon copies when in front of the media etc. and they're totally a family! 

6. If you were given a chance to be featured in one of their videos, what video will you choose and who's gonna be your character?
Hahaha, MY GIRL!!!! Then Look Only at Me. But if it had to be an mv with all members.. Maybeee haru haru or Number 1.

7. How are you gonna react if someone badmouths bigbang?
It's happened before. My immediate reaction was defensive. It's not the most pleasant thing to hear someone criticizing the people you've come idolize, but everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I respect that, as long as they know, in my mind, big bang is ultimate ^^ 
 
 
jicazekushi
19 June 2009 @ 02:18 am
Nicotine patches and wake up calls.
Waking up in the middle of the night, realising, it's all bullshit.

Inspired to write what exactly? 
 

Tell me, what creates poetry, literature -from a mass of words. It's so hard trying. don't you know.
5am mornings, consciousness. Regret. Eating at you, from the corners of your fingertips. behind.

Where does it all go. Time. Withered away into a state of nothingness.

-talk about excitement. talk about inarticulate.

world full of colour, vision blurred by shades of limits; again, with the mindlessness.
No specific value, no striking worth.

censored. always censored. foribbiden, consented - in between. is there; a difference. leaps.
the feeling of static beneath the skin, exhilarating delusions, mix.

facade.

An attempt to appear knowledgeable already failed. mysterious; anything but everything comprehensible.
signs dividing the senses. sounds enveloping the anchor. states of intrigue.
-no, it's supposed to make sense illogically. never.


silent humming- ticking in time. traffic, snoring. all seen, none heard. reminders of;

explanations of explanations, subtleties of later.
hollow.empty/

finality.


unrest.;

 
 
jicazekushi
17 June 2009 @ 01:43 am
I've been so lazy lately. It's embarrassing!
Had my first exam today and I was falling asleep lollll. I only needed one mark to pass so basically, I could care less!

I hung out with Ryo & Co. on Sunday for Tsumugi chan's birthdayyyy she's 2ne1 already!? THE HECK! I had fun again! Seriously, I need to fill my life with Japanese people, amd build up my confidence while I'm at it *pouting*


一つソフトクリームをください!lololol. Ngaw Yuko Chan, punishment for toppling JENGA! 

I feel sorta depressed. Ryo's moving to Bankstown next month and I desperately don't want him to move. Seriously. It's so comfortable with him around omg. I'll feel even lonlier !? *cries* .. 行かないで?And I found out Kosuke is leaving AUSTRALIA next month?! Omg just after he got a haircut and decided to look hot?! this. is. not. fair. More of them need to come!! But like my connection will be severed because Ryo is gonna be detached. I feel so lonely thinking about it. Omg. I'm probably overreacting since I don't even like like the guy, but I'll miss him!!!! KYAAAA!

Okay nicer happier thoughts... Went to Maria's last night and caught up with my beautifuls from highschool. I never realised how much I missed them. I honestly had a really good time with them.. It was good to catch up! & I scored some random pieces of clothing and the CUTEST bag, courtesy of Ms. Lastica. ^^

Movie night with the bests. "Ghost of Girlfriend's Past" Okay.. Honestly, I totally wasn't looking forward to seeing this movie cos it would be extra money spent.. Over the past 3 days I've spent at least $60 omg.. I haven't even gotten paid yet!? sadsadsad! But it was totally worth it.. I really liked the movie. It's on my recommended list! You get 2 hunks as eyecandy. Yes. PURE MAN! *drools* lol.

OMFG MY LAPTOP FAN IS FIXED! I MIRACULOUSLY FIXED IT?! It was being retarded for the last couple of weeks so I'm completely estatic about that :D ..

Yes, still fangirling over BIG BANG my babies.. I miss them! Do more activities! Ohhh I (maybe temporarlily? Or permanently? lol) converted my younger cousins into being Kpop fans. As in DBSK and BB because we were watching the Mirotic Concert on Youtube, Omfg blown away! MUST DOWNLOAD!!!!! O___O .. and the BB concert I have<3 Buying big show when it comes out is top priority ;) lol.

Oh, I stalk/ed Aimee-Lee and Shaun Evaristo's twitter. Deathly jealous. Not aiding my obsession and feelings of loneliness *sighs* .Oiiii, THEY'RE FILO!!!!!! W T F right?! I don't know whether I should be happy or depressed so.. abit of both? lol.

Lately 2pm are hot. Worth sharing;

Why hello Nick Khun and TaecYeon!?


I'm seriously digging Yunho these days. *stalker pic* But this style for me is killer<3

 
I should be studying for my future exams. *sighs* can't wait for the 26th, but desperately don't want the arrival of July. What am I gonna do? (>____<*);;;

 
 
jicazekushi
09 February 2009 @ 01:01 am

Name/Nickname: Jica ^^
Age: eighteen.

Likes: DONG YOUNG BAE, BIG BANG .. yeah they HAD to be caps for the emphasis ;) .. Umm korean music, movies, dramas, food, fashion and GUYS ^^. Ditto with Japanese plus learning japanese, as in the language, going out, fangirling with anyone who will join or listen to me, singing, cooking, honeydew milktea with pearls, going online, emailing penpals :D, chilling with my brother or friends, sleep, alot.
Dislikes: conceited people, failure, rejection, anxiety, fake people, cockaroaches, corriander, australian/american shows that ATTEMPT to copy japanese ones -_-
Hobbies: big bang, yes they're a hobby. cooking, singing, practicing jap, watching dramas, going out. ehh
Strong points: I'm honest but not disrespectful. I've been told I'm a really nice person given first impressions, but yeah not too sure about that lol, I have no problem befriending people. I can keep a secret, and I like to think I'm a loyal friend.
Weak points: I'm stubborn as hell, somewhat naive, too obsessed with bigbang (lol), laaaazy, I get jealous easily.
Future goals? Marrying Dong Young Bae while overcoming the communication barrier T_T; lol no, but really ummm I wanna english overseas, preferrably Korea or Japan, OR do something Japanese-related. I reallyyy like the langauge/culture.
What do you think is the best quality about yourself? Why?: I'm straightforward, but not so much it'll offend the other person, and I'm usually super friendly
What do you think is the worst quality about yourself? Why?: The laziness, and I'm pretty close-minded on some things OH and the lack of patience !! Towards my family anway..

If there was one thing you would change about the world, what would it be? Why?: Judgement solely based on appearance, because we've all been a victim, or have been part of the problem
If there was one thing you would change about yourself, what would it be?: laziness probably. oh and some certain physical attributes ^^

Let your inner fangirl out. Answer this question by gushing about your favorite member. DONG YOUNG BAE I FREAKING LOVEEEEE YOUUU :) ..  He is damn PERFECT. I don't care if he's short -he's taller than me! I love his tiny eyes and how they create cresent moons when he smiles - I absolutely ADORE his smile! .. His TALENT is beyond me! The dancing, the singing - his singing makes me MELT!! I honestly don't think it's all necessarily naturally (dancing especially) . He worked DAMN HARD to get where he is today! His HUMILTY kyaaaa I love love love how he has no idea how great he really is! .. How he's SMOKING HOT one second, and so CUTE the next! he's the best of both worlds! .. How he's a CHURCH boy! Yes I love a man with morals :D .. It's cute how he PRAYS .. the INNOCENCE.. awww first kiss on an MV .. lucky woman! D: THAT BODY . yes those abs and arms and ofcourse, HIS ENGRISH!!! awww I love itttt! I'd fly across the world just to meet him :)  - THAT WAS LONG! 

On the flip side, who’s your least favorite Big Bang member? Why?: I don't particularly dislike anyone, but I'd rank SeungRi at the bottom. First off, he's younger than me - I just can't dig younger guys xD.. and I find his peronality lacks humility, his dancing isn't that great and neither is his singing.. - he's talented, but nothing about him stands out to me.. Having said that, BB wouldn't be the same without their Maknae<3
What’s your favorite Big Bang pairing? (if you have one): GDYB FTW! They're just awww BFF ! And, I think they're the most talented out of big bang.
If you could be a Big Bang member for a day, which member would you be? Why?: Taeyang, so I could brain wash him into loving me ;) (and to see who's on my hitlist) LOL TOTALLY KIDDING! .. Umm each member for different reasons, but any just to see what he goes through everyday as an artist because I just find it really fascinating

Favorite color?
: light shades of green
Favorite movie? Why?: Not sure
Favorite saying/quote?: I'll get back to you.
If you were an animal, what animal would you be, and why?: A sea turtle, because squirt from finding nemo stole my heart. haha
If you were a dessert, what dessert would you be, and why?: The ice-cream featured on Big Bang's Baskin n Robins CF. Self explanatory ;) haha

High, medium, or low energy?: Depends - medium?
Impulsive or cautious?: cautious.
Mature or Immature?: Both - when the time calls for it - generally mature.. but immature when I wanna have fun ^^
Optimistic or Pessimistic?: Again, both - depending on what . Optimistic when other people are involved lol.
Touchy feely or not?: I think touchy with people I'm really comfortable with
Any pets? Tell us about them!: Oh, I don't like animals in general unless they're away from me.
Leader or follower?: Depends on the situation, but leaning towards leader
What's the craziest thing you've ever done?: Do you reallyyyyy wanna know? - I can't think of it right now lol.

It's Saturday night. You have no obligations, a pocket full of cash, and time to kill. Where can you be found?: CLUBBING/SHOPPING/KARAOKE - most likely with friends :D 
Some random stranger hugs you from behind. How do you react?: scream RAAAAAPE! while karate chopping them. lol nah, internally panic.. then turn around.
You’ve been called on to be an actor/actress in a TV drama. What kind of drama/what genre of drama would you want to do? Why?: Any romantic story - drama or comedy - with a happy ending and a hot man/men(o.o) to smooch and flirt with :D lol.
You're onstage... when you have a wardrobe malfunction. What comes next?: wtf a few times in my head, but assure myself there's some sort of back up/alternative - if not, have a cry or bitch or laugh afterwards lol.

Pictures of yourself: No. ^^


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Also, I saw the Korean boy I was soooo infatuated with - but he's almost 2 years younger :'( haha
 
 
jicazekushi
27 January 2009 @ 06:14 pm
As a welome back pressie, postage of linksssss of my bigbang hubbies!


All the end of year GAYO performances. I'm hoping I didn't miss anything

Big Bang SBS GAYO

Intro, Oh Ah Oh, Strong Baby and Heaven :D

[LIVE HQ/HD 720p 30.12.08]Big Bang (빅뱅) - 하루하루 (Haru Haru) (Day by Day) Orchestra Version

Quite frankly, I don't remember this much. Don't think it was as good as the Lies Orchestra version

HD Wonder Girls & Big Bang Special Stage 20081231 MBC Gayo Daejun LIVE

I enjoyed this alot. I was fangirling with my friend who's inlove with WG LOL.

Refer to one of my previous blogs for my feelings towards this one performance LOL

LIVE HQ HD 720p 31.12.08 Big Bang (빅뱅) - Solo Medley & Wonderful @ MBC 'Gayo Daejun

I dug this. Yes yes yes :)

LIVE HQ/HD 720p 29.12.08]Taeyang (태양) (Big Bang 빅뱅) vs Junsu (준수) (DBSK TVXQ 동방신기) - Piano Battle (Don't Wanna Try vs My Everything)

You're fav. dbsk member vs my fav bb member. ohhh ! lol

081229 SBS 가요대전 : Dynamic Duo + TOP + GD - The movement, WHAT, 진짜 PERFORMANCE

YB is DAMN ADORABLE here.! I loved it! hehe


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*So I chucked it in there for the sake of it, and yes those really were his abs.

Strong Baby MV


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CFs. - only 2 ^^ haha

Ice-cream phone cf w/ Kim Tae Hee


Big Bang PMP CF (another phone cf)


Don't you think.... Korean CFs utterly ownnnn Aus CFs? T_T

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Spoilers from the GLOBAL WARNING TOUR . I bought mine the other day online :D:D:D:D, need to wait a few weeks though T_T

TAEYANG MA GIRL


The chereo is scandalous lol

BIG BANG - WRONG NUMBER


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EXTRA! - BIG BANG STAND UP TOUR - TOKYO! e user uploaded the whole thing on her account. It's not HQ but it'll do for now :D lol


This should suffice, for now at least :)

After all this, Catch up to me on Boys Over Flowers LOL!

And again, WELCOME BACK! 

 
 
jicazekushi
14 January 2009 @ 02:11 pm
I'm abit depressed because I was really looking forward to downloading music from a group I just discovered, BRIGHT, japanese girl group who CAN ACTUALLY SING. It's a somewhat rarity in jpop, but i youtubed them and yeah they have potential, so to compensate, I'm downloading the latest mini-album from the group The Grace of csjh or something. They sounds similar enough and are singing Japanese, so I'm hoping it will do.

I'm waiting on subs for the latest episode of Boys Over Flowers (I can't bring myself to call it Boys Before Flowers D:) .. It hasn't come out yet for somer reason. I really shouldn't be complaining since it came out like 1am last night EST. but, it was mad fast yesterday. The Korean F4 are absolute LOVE. JanDi (Tsukushi) needs to grow on meee.

Still looking for a job. It's hard and I'm sad -__-

My download just finished, yay for super fast internet. Gonna start listening mmkay.

I just went upstairs to grab a headband and woww it's damnnn hot. thankgoodness I didn't decide to go out and use public transport! kyaaa . Aw my friend from korea taught me they use 'kkyack!' which is cute. I feel mean cos I've been sooo lazy with my penpals, and keep getting new requests, which most I ignore. I don't need anymore penpals T_T One of them btw I have no courage to email because he sent me a christmas present. I really WANT to send him one back but first, I have no idea what to get him and second, I honestly have no money to spare T_T . argh I feel horrible. His present to me was so cute too! A bunch of bookmarks, and a pretty fan. Super Korean with 'made in korea'.. so what can I get him!  People have been saying .. tim tams hahaah aw.

Wow the first song from album I downloaded was crap. ew. weird version of 'happy birthday' . the one I'm listening to now is alright.. I'm still disappointed.

Okay okay, so I've been planning to buy the Big Bang Stand Up Tour+Taeyang Solo Concert with a free poster for a while now.. And it's on sale online right now..

BUT the exchange rate is reallyyyy bad right now, so all up it'll cost me about $90 including postage. Is it worth it? I honestly desperately want it .. and I wanna get the special before it ends... anddd like I don't know. What should I do? T_T




 


 
 
jicazekushi
01 January 2009 @ 04:06 am
REALLY. IF I DON'T POST THIS RIGHT NOW I WILL DIE .


"Omfg. throughout this WHOLE thing I had to cover my mouth to stop myself from screaming out loud OMGGG. I had to remember to breathe!. It's like 4am and I don't think I can sleep anymore. BEST WAY TO START NEW YEARS!!!! his vocals and dancing omg, I think I kept replaying all the bodyrolls! the wifebeater! the shirt lifting! the performance was PERFECT. Happiest 6mins of my life dong young bae is the sexiest man alive! "

Okay the youtube comment isn't enough to express the importance greatness and PERFECTION of this damn performance. I'm throwing in any adjective that comes to mind. omg .

 

EPIC. the WHOLE THING IS FREAKING EPICCCC!!!
PERFECT! Seriously EVERY SECOND and EVERY ASPECT is PERFECT. From his clothes, hair, DANCING, STAGE, VOCALS, his backflip! *swoons* .. the transitions between songs!!!!! Teddy (ft artist) ... every damn thingggg<33333
LOVE. I have fallen in love ALL OVER again omgoodness.  I don't care what you think. I'M HAPPY LOL.
I can't go like 5seconds without pausing and wanting to rant. I really really like the heavy beats and orchestral background. It works so perfectly.
SO MUCH CHEST POPPING AND BODY ROLLING! HE REALLY REALLLY REALLLYYYY WANTS TO KILL ME !!
I like replay every bodyroll LOL. There is no way I canNOT spazz squeal, loose my breath in this thing even if it 's the third time I've seen it. REALLY.
I MISSED THOSE ARMS ... so perverted BUT .. that muscle is wowwww!! 
Teddy looks SOOO much better here than the MV, I think it's the moustache-less face and sexy rapping
I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THIS MIX !! ..
I'm only upto the first song btw.

"SOLDIER BABY I GOT YOUUU!" & "YOU AND I WE SO FLY" omg.
There I squealed at another bodyroll!

The shades are off and so is the top layer down to a wife beater<3 ma maaa grrrrl.
freaking chest pop then bodyroll! damn lady in the glass box get's the best view
look out for 3:47-3:50 I just died.
His bodyrolling has improved like crazy o m g.
Then we have some pelvic thrusting AND SHIRT LIFTING @ 4:20 !!!!

Another transition I swear it's flawless.. and who thought putting ON a jacket could be so sexy haha
*click* *click* DANCING<333 look only at me dance ftw
Hubby's all sweaty. Now I feel the whole thing wasn't long enough. Let's buy the concert<3
 

My youtube comment on the video I just had the privelage to witness. PURE SEX OMFG . I can't get over it OMGOMG. I want to yell, scream, freak out, squeal, pull out my hair ANYTHING..... But it's 4am so I'll do it later.  I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE ASIANS. YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS OMFGGGGG 

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=G5pJgYKVCXg&fmt=22

WATCH NOWWW!!

There is officially no doubt, I'm buying his concert dvd which is like $75. It'll be worth it.



Okay, other than that...
2009、いらしゃいませ!
Hope this year is full of blessings and happiness. Let's live life ^^


This post needs editing. When I'm more sane. OFF TO WATCH TAEYANG AGAIN XD. 




 
 
jicazekushi
22 December 2008 @ 06:16 pm
Christmas is mad soon and I'm yet to buy a pressie for my mother *cries* .  Kyaa I'm utterly POOR?! ... I went clubbing on Saturday and that did nothing to aid my situation. I'm really down, I need a job.

Lately I've been feeling blank. Yeah pretty much crap. I dno, not always but fleeting moments where I'm left to just thinking... It seems things haven't exactly been going great for me.. Not horrible, just not as good as I'd like

lol I sound like the maddest sook<3 .  But I do reserve the right to rant.

So this whole i'm so poor and jobless situation is reallyyyy sucky. I feel so restricted.. Especially because everyone around me is employed D:
Also, uni is such a bitch. I did well in 2 subjects, I knew I'd fail english .. But really no matter how much you prepare yourself for failure, it still sucks balls.  & my sociology subject says 'incomplete' I don't get it because I DID ALL YMT ASSESMENTS?! So stressful, which I just don't want to deal with, I wanna crawl in a corner and ignore it all.  Kyaaaa, I just feel stuck, frustrated. whatever.

And now, yeah.

I went to the city with Jeo and my new friend Francis. I had a heap of fun really.  Jeo is like my boy bff. When I talk to him, it's like i'm talking to a girl.. He is no way gay LOL. but yeah our phone convos are epic. It would start with him rambling about his problems or whatever, then switch to my rambling about dbsk/bigbang/kpop/korean actors.. then we'd talk about hair.. Yes, Hair. LOL. Like I'd recommend styles to him... and then I'd scold him for not keeping up to date with kpop, more specifically BIG BANG, and then I'd hear his song in the bg. and then we'd play a game of 'guess the kpop song and singer' of course, I'd get pretty much all of it right (H)

Okay, so the city... I wanted to take capitols but Francis was adamant about not taking any TT WHYYYY . Francis btw is REALLY good lookingggg to me. He's a korean looking filo :D:D! Perfect hair, good jawline, light but not deathly pale, straight nose (totally lacking in filos) and umm he's my age, never had a gf, polite .. abit shy imo, and he rides a MOTORCYCLE kyaaa! Totally my type!! 
Although I find him very attractive, I can't say I have a crush on the guy? But I did have the honour of seeing him pierce his ear the first time ! HAHA .. how exciting.

Hmm went clubbing, became broke. Let's see, mullet-haired freak trying to pick up anything that moved *gags* . $20 vodkaredbulls wtfffff. foam, lots of foam. pictures, upload later. Friendly photographer, more pictures ;) haha. jantos driving<3, crazy wog lady yelling at darling harbour maccas at like 2.30am, ken and kuya  :D .. seeing kuya raljk, full trippy. I've known the guy since I was 8... 10 years later he sees me clubbing, as if that's not awkward! LOL. umm yeah I dno. It was decent. Ohhhh and saw Matchu, I wanted to punch his face. stupid bastard. Killing my and my bestfriend's life.

Christmas is in 3 days, and I'm not excited.
My two friends are flying to Seoul on Saturday. I have plans to hide in their suitcase. I WANNA GOOOOO *cry* & no, they are NOT Korean and are NOT interested in Korean (pop) culture. I was trying to teach them how to say 'annyeonghasaeyo' haaaa. So jealous *pouts*

I've been drama-ing lately, that didn't help. I bought I Am Sam, Coffee Prince and Who Are You. I didn't really like I am Sam, but TOP made my day. So did RYAN (from Paran).. the med doctor guy. He was just too cute OMG.. and um Coffee Prince, I had already seen, and I LOVE ITTTT. EunHye is my favourite actress aside from Kim TaeHee, also I just realised how beautiful gong soo's(?) body is damnnn . and Who Are you. Yet to watch.

ohhh and dbsk's calender pics and photoshoot for SINGLES magazine is haaaht.





Oh dear God. *dies*



Big Bang's FILA song/ad is totally cute You guys HAVE to listen to it, only 60secs, but it's love.

 
 
 
 
 

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